13.08.2020 | You worked all day to make some money…

I can’t stand this weather any longer. It’s so so tiring to spend almost 2 hours each day in a car to drive to work when it’s over 30°C.. Spend 8 plus hours at the office. Not doing much more than be lazy on the sofa after, because you can’t be bothered to do… anything. I will need to get up extra early tomorrow once more to get some stuff done before work.

The week at the office didn’t go as planned either. At all. Partly I blame the heat, which is making many of us loose focus. Mostly it’s urgent tasks being dropped on my desks every day and I can’t get to do the many things I know I need to be doing. I had sort of plan on Monday morning, damn it.

Off to bed now…

Lyrics: Kiss the Missfits, Felix Hagan & the Family, 2015

10.08.2020 | Lately I’ve been feeling all worn out…

Phew, I can’t stand this heat! It’s doing my head in! Seriously. This afternoon for a short moment I had forgotten the word “cable tie” (Kabelbinder in German). We need to buy more to put up the last batch of election posters and I was texting my fellow Greens and I totally blanked! I knew the word started with K and that’s all my mind came up with in that moment. It was a bit scary. I blame the heat. 

Work is stressing me out at the moment as well. I know I should take over more and more responsibility for certain projects and I’m willing to, I just sometimes worry too much about messing up. We are planning to make some big changes to one of the projects I’m sort of in charge of  and it turned out my supervisor and I had different understanding about certain aspects of the new direction than the head of our department and the financial / admin team leader did. Ooops! Now we have to clear that up with other people we work with on this project and in a way start over with parts of the planning and this sucks. Especially as I mostly blame myself for not having talked it through clearly enough to bring everyone involved on the same level. On the other hand… my supervisor didn’t see these pitfalls either, so I’m not the only one. For a worrier like me, that’s still not much of a consolation.

I skipped the Greens Zoom meeting tonight as I just couldn’t deal with any more people tonight. I put in a load of laundry, switch off the phone, made some food, watch some vintage Gilmore Girls (my go-to comfy place). I’ll now get out the laundry, take a shower and then hopefully still be in time to rewatch Frank Turner & The Sleeping Souls Show #2500 until they take the video offline in about two hours. It was so great to see the band back together even though there wasn’t an audience and even though they were separated be plastic walls. In a metal shed with no air-conditioning. But they were total troopers about it! I missed them so much! And there will be a proper blog post about this gig later this week. At least that’s the plan and I hope I’ll be in the mood to follow through. 

Lyrics: Faithful Son, Frank Turner, 2009

08.08.2020 | “Be A Fan Of Every Band Who Ever Made You Want To Move Your Feet…”

In less than 30 hours Frank Turner & the Sleeping Souls will be reunited for the first socially distanced full band livestream. Show #2500. Woooohooo!

In all the excitement about a full band show, I realized some days ago, that in the seven years I’ve been writing blog posts about this band, I haven’t actually really written about the band. It’s always been Frank Turner AND… I guess, that’s just the way it is, when one is the singer / songwriter, the face and in fact the head of the whole venture. I’ve mentioned the Sleeping Souls in many of posts about the albums and gigs and I hope I always gave them credit for the part they play in creating this sound and this live experience. But I haven’t really talked about them yet, I felt, so …. let’s introduce the band (in alphabetical – first name – order):

Ben Lloyd – electric guitar, backing vocals
Ben might be the person I “know” the least. On the ten or so occasions when after a show I talked to some of the band and not just Frank, last summer in Duisburg was the first time I actually talked to Ben more than a ‘Can you please sign this…”. I have no idea why I haven’t done that before. He’s a lovely guy. A great guitar player and fun to watch on stage, because he’s rather active, dancing around and such. My favourite bit in recent years might have been the synchronised dance steps he did with Frank during Recovery. He’s also got a sleek mint green guitar in recent years, which I definitely approve of.

Matt Nasir – keys, backing vocals
It’s difficult to get a good shot of Matt during a gig, because he’s usually stuck behind the keyboard. I’m often situated on his side of the stage (more on that later), so I enjoy watching him and Nigel banter in the background. I always knew he was a great keys player from the work on the albums and on stage. But Matt is also responsible for the incredibly beautiful string arrangements on Be More Kind, which are some of my (many) favourite parts of this album. He is easy to talk to, once you get over the nerves to talk to *someone in the band*. Favourite Matt moments? After the show in Erlangen in 2017, I asked him about his baby son, and like the proud dad that he is, he immediately pulled out his phone to show me the latest photos. After another show in 2018, Frank explained to me how they would have to relearn one the rarer songs I requested and Matt chimed in with an “air guitar demonstration” how he thought the chords would go. Fun times.

Nigel Powell – drums, backing vocals
Nigel is such a goofy sweetheart. I think he might be the first Soul I actually ever talked to after a gig in Luxembourg, summer 2015 (Yes, I’ve been going through my photos and such for this post). I think I always find it easiest to address Nigel, because he usually seems so friendly and open for a chat. And if any of them don’t want to chat they usually just don’t come over to the people waiting and that’s fine. None of us is always in the mood for a chat, but I digress…. I once told Nigel that I find his mid-drum stick twirl quite impressive to which he admitted, that it’s very easy to do and mostly for show. Klutz that I am, I might disagree on the easy part. I’ve got so many nice and fun memories chatting to Nigel. The last time was after the show in Birmingham in December 2019, where we ended up with a “Nigel behind bars” photo. Don’t ask. Again, hard to get a good shot of him “at work” because of the drum kit.

Tarrant Anderson – bass guitar
Yes, you read that right: “no backing vocals”, much to Frank’s and all of ours disappointment. I’m kidding. He doesn’t like singing on stage and that’s fine. But we DO celebrate the rare moment when Frank’s endless needling makes him step up to a mic after all ;-). Tarrant might be the Soul I talked to the most over the years. I can’t really say why. I’ve always been #TeamTarrant, a term that goes back to the 2016 tour, where they pitted the two sides of the audience against each other in terms of participation and the winning side got a drum skin thrown into the crowd. Once I started heading for the barrier, I always gravitated to Tarrrant’s side. Barrier center stage is not my place; Been there, done that, got the bruises to prove it. I think I picked that side because of Tarrant, but also – if I’m honest – because from there I have a good view of Matt and Nigel in the back, whereas from Ben’s side, Matt often seems awfully far away. Anyway, Tarrant. He is a lot of fun to watch on stage, because he’s beating the shit out of his bass in the best way possible. He might seem a bit reserved on and off stage, but so did and do I – more often than not – , maybe that’s one of the many reasons I have a bit of thing for him. He is actually very easy to talk to and like I said I’ve done that quite a bit over the years. In German even, but that’s a whole different story.

I know other people sometimes often wonder, why I want to chat with the singer or the band after a show? Why not just go to the gig, enjoy it and go home? I wish I had an easy answer for that. I think the main reason I like doing it, besides that I think it IS kind of cool to be honest, is that I want them to know how much I appreciated the job they did that night or on the latest album. By now I wrote endlessly about what Frank’s music and the communal aspect of a gig means to me and those guys are an integral part of that each evening. I love it and I appreciate it and I want to let them know that. Because I think / hope they occasionally might enjoy getting that kind of feedback in person instead of just by roaring applause from an anonymous crowd every night. I might be totally wrong, I don’t know. But as long as every once in while they do stop and chat with the folks still hanging around, I’ll try to be there and and tell them face to face, how much I appreciate what they do.

Man, I do miss those guys and I’m very much looking forward to seeing them play a full band show with Frank tomorrow evening. Even if it’s just a livestream gig, with them in separated boxes, I’ll take it, because it’s going to be great to hear the amazing sound of a full band and to see them back together.

Lyrics: We Shall Not Overcome, Frank Turner, 2013