Every once in a while these past few weeks / months I thought maybe I should write a post about “this”. Or about “that”. Like I used to do back in the day. I’ve rarely followed through, obviously, but sometimes wondered where that impulse still comes from. But also where it came from in the first place.
Over the years I’ve learned that putting my thoughts down in writing does help me to process stuff. I also know that it’s supposed to be more effective when done by hand and not on a keyboard.

I’m still not so sure about that to be honest. I did and do try it both ways. The keyboard often wins. I then also wonder why that might be.
I spend a lot of time wondering these days. I here use wondering as an umbrella term for various kind of thoughts from “Mmmh…” to “WTAF?!?” about all kinds of topics from the workings of my inner mind to the rise of fascist ideas in Germany on to the climate catastrophe or the dangers of AI and all and everything inbetween and further on.
Amongst alls this various wondering a question I’ve also asked myself on occasion: why has English become my go-to language to write in? “The internet” was a predominately English world, when I started having a look around in it. Message boards / Forums, if anyone remember those, often were in English and to be honest I loved the challenge and practice to communicate in English. So that’s what I did. Might that really be all there is to it….?
Whenever I thought I could / should post about this or that, I also started wondering who would even (want to) read it or rather how will I get the word out to anyone. Are there people who have subscribed to my blog via RSS feed? I keep up that way with a lot of online publications: blogs but also websites, newsletters, people posting on Substack or Steady. But how many others do still use RSS feeds? Would moving to Substack or Steady give me a wider audience? Would I even want that?
I used to share links to my posts on Twitter and I think thus reached most of the people I’d be communicating with anyway. Back in the day, eh? I’ve still got an X account but it’s empty and inactive. I have signed up to Bluesky and Threads, but basically just to protect the username. I’ve also got a Mastodon account (same rules apply). These days I just can’t be bothered to post or to follow / read what other people post on either of those plattforms. Social Media overload and possibly also my inability to decide between the various plattforms I (sometimes) shared links to posts via Instagram stories, but that’s about it.
But if I don’t have a way to have people come over here to my little corner of the internet, why should I make an effort to write and edit and more importantly press publish? It makes me think a lot about the famous question that….
“…if a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?”

Maybe I should just stop second-guessing myself.
All this wondering though led me to some ideas of how to switch things around here in the future. It will need a bit of more work in the back-end, but there most probably will be changes. And then I might start posting a bit more. Photos more than words probably, because I’ve realized that I tend to get more personal in written words and I’m not sure I want to be(come) more personal online. Not these days anyway.
Talking about words being personal: These past two weeks I’ve seen three of my favourite bands / songwriters play shows and at each I had such a great time. Bad bad segue, I know. But often it’s the words written by those people and the chance to sing along to these words in a crowd that make these shows so special.

Amplifire Festival, Hamburg, 08th August 2026

Amplifire Festival, Hamburg, 08th August 2026

Zakk, Düsseldorf, 20th August 2026
There might be more photos of these shows somewhere around here later. Might being the operative word….






















