Lyrics: “The Way I Tend To Be” ~ Frank Turner, 2013
First day back at work (from home) today. It went alright for the most part, I took it easy, sorted my mail, did some minor things, got an idea where some of the bigger projects were at after my vacation. That last phone call with my favourite coworker in the PR department ended with some bad / difficult news. I don’t have all the info yet, but I’m already expecting the worst and start thinking it’s my fault and I should have kept a closer eye on it all and… I hate when my anxious brain goes haywire like that.
I didn’t sleep well last night and it seems like one of my brothers and I don’t see eye to eye on some of the care related issues and as we’re a bit dysfunctional and don’t communicate well with each other, we end up snippy. Or I end up snippy on the outside and confused on the inside and worried and… I don’t know.
Did I mention that I didn’t sleep well last night? This might be the cause for my crappy mood this evening. Sorry for the downer post. Not much more to tell at the moment. Same old, same old.